"the deadliest bullshit is odorless and transparent" - William Gibson

Wednesday, April 14, 2004

Got up at 4. couldn't sleep. knee feels crappy. ate some salad and some pineapple and drank a lot of water. thought i might get a jump on some editing or stuff. then i saw a buzz clip on MTV2 for YELLOWCARD .
why? (cue
Terrence Malick(1999)
style lyric camera work and soft voice over) Are you righteous? why does my knee hurt? why does no ever follow through? why do my faults bother me so much in other people? why does this band exist? what possible reason could god have for giving instruments to these ventura based polyps? is yellowcard loved by all? will their suffering will be any less because they love their fans? when they realize how much giant green dick they suck will anything make the pain go away?
errr. so much bitter melon in me right now. yellowcard does suck, and they are now the proud owners of one of the most stillborn idiotic videos i have seen in a while (and probably a $250k bill against earnings for it), but i watched the whole thing when i could have easily changed to something less depressing like say the replay of the Bush press conference. i like wallowing too much. i'm going back to sleep if i can.
Private Witt: Do you ever feel lonely?
First Sgt. Edward Welsh: Only when I'm around people.


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